Thursday, April 15, 2010

Let it Go Laura!!!

Well by the urging of Jess over at Brad and Jess, I guess I better post something. I don't know why, I only have 3 followers so apparently what I have to say is not that interesting or inviting for that matter but what the heck, 3 is better than none I guess.

Let it Go..... is my theme today. Just let it go Laura, you can't fix it, you can't make it better, you can't achieve their hopes and dreams for them so just let it go. And....Let God take care of it.

You see, I have these three girls in my life that make my heart beat and keep me going. They have been there with me all the way, through thick and thin, through the hard times and the good times and the sad times. And you know......we have had our share of them. All I want to do is wave my magic wand and sprinkle that magic fairy dust all over them so that the stars would begin to surround them and they would all feel their fears, their sadness and their anxiety just melt away. That's what I wish I could do, but I know and I know that they know that I can't do that. I can't give them their hopes and desires, only God can do that. Now if God would like me to take on the position as his "ALIVE EARTH BOUND" assistant and give me those powers of granting miracles, I would certainly do that. I would love to be able to bring a smile and tears of joy to anyone's face and give them what they have always wanted.

I do realize that I am uncapable of that , so I just have to Let It Go.....and let God, because I know HE CAN!!!!

He will somehow work it all out because that is what he promises us and that is what I just have to keep believing because you see, I cry too, I want some things so bad sometimes that I can taste them and I imagine having them and "my" life being in a better position because of them. So today on my way to work as I talked to God like I do every morning. I just said, OK you win....I give it all to you. I lay my burdens at your cross and then I stated softly...."In Jesus Name, I pray..Amen".